One Mothers Story:
While I've never been induced, I did have back labor with
my 2 previous pregnancies. When I got pregnant with my 3rd,
I knew I had back problems - specifically with my sacro-illiac
joint, between pregnancies I had been to a chiropractor and
had x-rays taken that clearly showed the source of the problem
- so I started going to get adjustments on a regular basis.
I had my UC baby on Oct. 1st and the chiropractic visits paid
off! Labor was managable and I didn't feel "out of it"
like I had with my previous 2 labors (which were unmedicated
BTW). I felt in control - empowered if you will - that I was
able to labor and birth lucidly and be able to feel all the
different sensations my body was giving me. FWIW, I have heard
that induced labors are worse because they stimulate artificially
hard and long contractions, making it harder to cope without
medication. With my 2nd birth, I had my attendants applying
counter pressure on my back as hard as they could - sometimes
applying heat too. This time that was not needed.
Around this time, I received my copy of Jean Sutton's book
Optimal Foetal Positioning. The morning I read it, I cannot
describe the fear and panic it instilled in me. Far from my
home birth, it raised a likely spectre of a managed labour,
even a caesarean. It frightened me sufficiently to change
midwives: it was clear to me that I needed to have my baby's
position properly diagnosed and have some help if possible
in trying to change it; and so I eventually changed my booking
to independent midwives.
Following their first visit, my suspicions were confirmed
that my baby was in fact posterior, and I was very relieved
to get a proper diagnosis. My midwives were very understanding
of my fears, but managed to convey a calm and confident attitude
that it was perfectly possible for posterior babies to change.
They gave me exercises to do, and I wrote out a list that
I left in each room of the house of postures to aim for and
avoid.
Three times a day, I would spend 20-30 minutes per day on
hands and knees, or lying on my front. In the mornings this
tended to be reading on my front propped up by cushions in
bed, and at night on hands and knees in a warm bath. I did
a lot of house painting on my hands and knees. This was, admittedly,
difficult to maintain as it made my heartburn very much worse,
and I would sometimes feel quite sick afterwards.
I was very strict about never using backwards leaning postures,
always sleeping on my side, never sitting back on the sofa
(the hardest!), only sitting on a special back chair that
allows you to lean forward with your knees lower than your
hips, or sitting forward leaning on a bean bag. I also had
a large 'birth ball' (available through the Active Birth Centre
catalogue), which I would sit forward and rock my pelvis on.
I am convinced that it is the birth ball that made the real
difference for me: after 5 or 10 minutes of rocking on this,
I would feel the baby start churning movements, and if I then
went into the kneeling forward positions I could almost feel
her fall forwards.
The feeling of agitation that had previously been my instinct
that something was wrong now became more definite: the baby
was trying to move and I could help her to do so. It is worth
making central to our understanding that babies themselves
seem to want to move into the right position. Research has
begun to recognise that it is babies who instigate the birth
process2, and it therefore seems highly likely that they are
active in trying to find the right position in which to do
so.
I was still occasionally woken up at night feeling uncomfortable;
now I went and rocked on my birth ball, and did the exercise
my midwife gave me of walking up the stairs sideways, two
at a time. I had a difficult weekend of pre-labour pains when
the agitation peaked, and I awoke constantly with a feeling
of bones grinding in my pelvis. It was at this point, discouraged
and worn out by pain, that I eventually resolved to really
work at it, thinking clearly that my baby had to turn at some
point: it would be much less painful to do this before labour
than during, possibly with the help of forceps or venthouse.
This was a passage through which I had no choice, so weary
as I was, I might as well get on with it.
In the last weeks of my pregnancy, my midwife suggested that
I go to the swimming pool every day, floating forwards in
the water for 20 minutes or so. I'm sure the local swimmers
thought I was mad; but the combination of relaxed muscle tone
caused by being in a warm pool and the forward leaning posture
seemed to do the trick as, at my last antenatal visit, direct
anterior was diagnosed and I went into labour shortly afterwards.
The main reason I think the exercises worked on the second
attempt is that skilled support enabled me to 'walk into'
the discomfort (which I had anyway been experiencing but which
the exercises made worse) and go beyond it. It became clear
to me that this agitation was in fact the experience of the
baby trying to move; fairly painful in itself, and therefore
more painful as it is successful. On my second attempt at
trying to turn her, my baby's head had already begun to engage.
We were successful as a family at birthing our posterior
presenting babies! I can say they have a distinctly upward
outlook in life, just as they were born!
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